These are my two foster kittens that I got last Saturday April 22nd from H.A.L.O. They are about a month old. I can't name them because i'll get to attached. I have to give them back in a few weeks. However, it seems since they got here, things have been better with me. I am neglecting the older cats to take care of the little ones.. hour by hour..
If they cry.. I feed them.. pick them up.. give them eye medicine..clean their box, try and put them to sleep.
Anything to take care of the little things. They have claws of death.. I have been scratched from head to toe. I also gave them both a bath, and removed any fleas i saw with tweasers.
I am glad they are here on nights like today when I feel ignored and a bit ashamed. I finally worked today after 7 fucking months.. I had a short photo shoot this morning and i made 60 dollars. I hope the photos turn out well, I have a haircut which i just LOVE.. Its red and black. I got that this monday.
So paul has a new hobby,, trading stocks on the net.. he is on the computer 24/7 so yeah i feel really ignored.
I feel sorta ashamed of a video I did for my group which now has 400 people! I gave Paul a blowjob on camera and then put it on the group. I feel sorta sleezy.
Things have been just stagnant and shitty since before the kittens. I also payed 50.00 dollars to have my mom's memorial site (which is mentioned in the last entry) on the net forever.. I also happened to notice that the people I know didn't even bother to light a candle for her.. Hmmm..
Well i better go grab the babies..