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Man, i am real tired today! Lets see, but that doesn't always happen. One night, which I wrote about I was able just to have wild wild sex, and I remembered absolutely nothing about it.
Another night, I got started on the subject of history. So, it seems I talked and talked and talked about the civil war, the memphis river museam, the model of a riverboat and the anchor in the river. Talked some more about yellow fever, talked about how my dad and i used to sit on the high bluff overlooking the Mississippi. (This is an odd conversation for me to have) So, (person i won't mention) said I was still talking about history in my SLEEP. He said He had to go sleep on the couch because I just wouldn't shut up! I remember a little of the conversation to myself.. HA HA
Only , one night out of about two weeks have I barfed or had a hangover when I woke up. I was drinking my usual three shots of barcardi 151... (i think the high content alcohol, because it doesn't have many calories because it isn't sweet at all) Of subject, when (person) and I went to Monterey; we went to a restaurant and i got a long island iced tea... LIttle did i know that it has over 700 calories.. I was in total shock! folks don't get that drink if you are watching your weight. Okay back to the barfing. So, i went outside just to smoke one cigarettee. ( i don;t smoke at all lately) I went back in the house and I was doing my regular annoying singing or whatver? I am like LA LA , BLAH BLAH .. ANd shit all over the house til i pass out.
Luckily, i finally passed out, and during the middle of the night ( i don't know what was up, cause U know who was up) HE said he felt water on him, so he looked and sweat was pouring off my arm.. The next thing I just went BLAH.. It was total progectile vomit, just like in the exorcist. I didn;t remember doing it. But i got up a little later and my blankie was filthy, It took most of vomit.. WAHH! In the morning... person said, I just kept doing it and doing it, like seven times.. Oh well..
So, just some random times... I was drunk and we were both on the computer.. WE had a total blast talking to this INdian guy named Deepak or something.. (GOd i have to post one of his messages, THEY ARE INSANE.. So, i paul talk to him, and we just laughed like forever.. cause this dude was talking to an overwieght bald guy i nstead of a 16-year old. okay, i have some, CHECK THIS SHIT OUT!
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 5:05:36 AM): my darling where r u? right now 5.35pm in the evening here and i will b on net at exactly from 7.15pm to 11.30pm India time so u have to b with me, we have to talk more abt our life so.
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 5:05:52 AM): Lots of kisses and my love and sex for u
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 5:06:10 AM): pl give me your nipples to suck enjoy
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 5:06:23 AM): take my penis to suck pl enjoy
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 5:06:30 AM): i m with u
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 5:06:38 AM): we r together
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 5:06:54 AM): take care, bye, c u soon.
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 5:16:04 AM): love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u love u Take care.
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 7:10:19 AM): i m here now darling pl join me
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 8:21:49 AM): where r u moving?
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 8:21:53 AM): i need u
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 8:22:11 AM): u should have love and eggerness for me dear
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 8:22:41 AM): understand me, my love Bianca darling.
Deepak Pithwa (6/23/2006 11:28:40 AM): Going to sleep Take care Kisses bye -Deepak
THey get a lot weirder.. Its pretty fun to do when your drunk.. HE thinks i am going to marry him at 16 and that we are having cyber sex, even though he can barely speak english..
Well, i am pretty sad.. I am worried that I could be at the turning point of being a bit of a person w ith an alcohol problem.
My granddad on my mom;s side and my grandad on my dads side were both alcholics.
But, i guess its life???